slow slow slow down

i sit on my bed. awake because i feel no need to sleep. too much to see and too much to do. i still have time, lots of time. i had enough time to drive to tarzana and watch surfs up. we even made time to lose some time. terrell. it seems weird to type your name here. terrell. i know that when you laughed today you were laughing at me. i could tell. the laughter came suddenly and i am pretty damn sure you laughed because i smiled so largely. i could hear what you said, muffled behind your arm. sorry i made you repeat yourself. i would happily fall asleep in your bed but since i've been home, mine seems so much less appetizing.