iam sourry for that vooce that comes out of e=m

iiiiiiiiiiiiiii am not sorry for who i am iiiii am just sorry for what it does to other people
the way that i act seems natural to me
but you are so disgusted by me
why? why cant you find that higher sense of understanding and just accept me as a different entity than you?
ive met countless people who can say it
four people who can do it
today i didnt take any pictures. instead i experienced my life first hand. it was healthy and i really enjoy spending time with you. i hope i didnt bite your head off in any way. thank you for letting me put henna on you. i hadnt hennaed anyone yet. i want to do it so mch.u i have 10 bottles of the stuff and noone to henna. everyone always wants the pretty things. i just want to decorate you. it's like a tattoo but you dont regret it as much the next morning. those indians, they knew what they were doing.well i stopped being that way i was being. but give me an hour and a bowl of frozen mango and i promise i;ll be back. im so glad you were there. i got to nervous. soscared. i promise tonite i wont block my blog again. but i will watch buffy. i want an ozz of my own. i dont mind that he's a werewolf. that kind of man doesnt just roll down the street and then into your life. i dont know how to evaluate a man. it used to be simpler because a guy liked me, i liked him back. i didnt have standards, i didnt have options, i didnt have a type, and i sure as hell didnt have the heart or mind that i have now. is there a protocol? i am not following it. but thats okay i guess, just as long as nobody gets hurt.