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i saw the hands again
i get comfortable with the way i am but then i am nervous and scared. i start to think i know about it but then im probably just one of those people who hears about these diseases and thinks they have them. if its there, it's small. if i have it, it's a minor case. if im dying, im doing it slowly. they tell me no one is to blame but i blame myself anyway. R3b3l @g@in$t th3 $y$t3m. but you know what i liked hearing? positive symptoms. POSITIVE symptoms. good things. how cool is that? nobody ever says that anymore. positively what i want, i want it. are you sure? well, positive. i get to say some funny words that make me laugh. does it count as a firm belief if i laugh? because you guys are positive to me. every single one of you. i just have to learn how to feed you right.