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there is this feeling when you're trying to decide between two things to buy and you really dont want to decide but then you finally will yourself to choose and you pick the one you like best and then later when you check the prices you realize that the one you liked better was also the one that was cheaper. that feeling is rushing onto my beaches, flooding over any footprints, crashing onto rocks that glisten with sea salt. every time you do something that i love (which is often) i am drowning. i am drowning in my own personal ocean. it's almost as if the moment i decided i wanted you, someone came up and told me i had made the right choice. little tiny munchkins and members of the lollipop guild told me i was going to need you either way but because i chose you first i get to drown whenever i want. the way you laugh drowns me. if i had to, i would cut gills into my neck so i could hear you laugh every day.