there's a pain in the right back side of my neck. my abdomine hurts when i uncurl my body. last night a man was arrested right outside my car while

i tried to sleep inside. i've never been canceled on so many times in 12 hours. i have two cosmopolitans and a vanity fair on my floor. i don't want to read them but i love cutting out the lips of models. if i put in a solid 8 hour work day i would have more time for my art. i want to be ravished. i would waste a whole tank of gas for it. i love being outside of my house. i feel trapped within but almost lost outside. ill never get anything done if i continue the way that i am.