feeling bratty

Avoiding people I am physically attracted to, drowning myself is intellectual appeal. You may be beautiful but nobody will love you unless you are smart, you are witty, you can write. How will you express love without knowledge, how can you experience without unique thought? My neck is a tiny bit tighter, one notch closer to closed
listening to rap music and writing about race
taking my collar off and watching Hannibal instead of writing my essay
don't get too close i might just kick ya

I don't care i dont care you shouldn't care I don't want you to care i don't want to care