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i think my depression is getting worse because i talk about caring but have very few manifestations
i'm not motivated to pursue any of my extracurricular interests and am slacking in my classes
i've been constantly telling myself that i'm lazy and it's my fault i'm failing but it makes no difference

i've got lots of things to do, all things i care about very much
but i cannot bring myself to do them, barely a single one is complete
i can only blindly support myself for so long - i need results