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im not happy but i want to be
i cant tell if that gives me hope or desperation but i know im not willing to take the chance. i dont know what calms me. i dont know how to relieve my stress. i dont have a calling. i find joy. i remember being happy. i remember pretending to be happy. i remember being sorry. i dont want to be sorry. im sorry to myself that she had to get stuck with me. i think i have potential. i view myself from a different perspective. "none of us are doing anything fun or exciting". being around you is fun and exciting. let me be around you.

im upset at myself but that doesnt mean i have to be upset at everyone else

thank you



homar.
it was nice of you.